Here’s to a good 2018 for us all.
Christmas was good, ate too much, sleep pattern destroyed, as ever! I met a new friend for lunch, he’s nice, I like him, I hope we can spend some good times together in the future.
2017 is gone, it seemed like such a quick year but a lot has happened, some good, some bad. I made some really great friends, and that’s the big thing. Looking back, a lot has changed for the better. I’m a bit skint until January pay day, but I’ve mostly used it to plan ahead for some things I want to do this year, including a couple of leather events.
I’ve tried to keep my husband happy, it’s not always easy but things have been good, and stable. I’m pretty sure some things will test his resolve, not least when a new friend comes over to get changed for a bondage event in town in a couple of weeks. He’s a good friend, some of the lines might blur a little.
Kink-wise, things have been all over the place, the half way man is still around, sort of, it’s … very complicated, things have changed, he needs time to think, we all need time to think, sometimes we all think too much. I don’t know what’s going to happen, at all, I’ve already sort of mourned it, so right now I feel a bit like an observer. Often things aren’t what they seem, early on New Year’s Day I was put in a situation which triggered my fight/flight response, a combination of several things added together, I haven’t done that for quite a long time, but this time I knew exactly what I needed to do and I did it. It’s not all played out yet, this is the last interval. I’m still longing for him but I will do what I have to to protect myself, it might already be too far gone.
Back to work now after the holidays, this could be a trying year work-wise, but I think I’m just seeing it as a means to enjoy life outside of work a bit better.
As well as making friends face to face I’ve made a couple of online friends who have become really quite important, I hope that continues.
A bit of a mixed bag update, sorry (not sorry).