I’ve booked up to go to the Manchester leather weekend in October, however I’m battling a bit with anxiety. 

I’ve already booked and paid for my accommodation and for the tickets to the three club nights. I’ve not been to a club in a long time, let alone anything fetishy. 

I want to join in properly, I don’t want to be the only one not getting to play, but the kind of guys I like can be a bit intimidating.